A Bit of Complaining I Must Get Out

So you know the feeling when one of your close friends move? Ya, well pretend like that friend is basically your only friend...one of the only people you actually trust. Fuckkk lol. Im just gunna go on a typing tangent and i dont even know if it will make sense. im use to people screwing me over and leaving and whatever so i should have seen this comming...all my old friends or bfs left in someway or another but...i never really trusted them as much as her so it feels like im losing something big. and now senior year is comming up and ever since we have been bffs school has been fun but now im going to have nobody. dont get me wrong im not a loser, im nice, im fun, but for some reason people just dont get me...we dont click...so its hard for me to find someone and now i feel like my senior year that i was looking forward to so much is just going to be horrible...it will be me all alone all god damn year just waiting for it to be over...fuck this. thanks for reading through all my bull shit for no god damn reason